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Cutting and Self Injury Forum
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We have chosen to begin another emergency string with some standard procedures incorporated into it. This is to attempt to ensure individuals get the most out of this string conceivable - particularly as they are helpless and unwell if expecting to post in it. 

- No supporting suicide or self damage 

- No point by point specifics about what you need to do - "I need to cut" or "I need to consume" and so on is proper 

- The typical thought to triggers applies 

- Please give a portrayal of your present circumstance in connection to the emergency so we comprehend what is happening 

- New individuals please make an individual string specifying their life circumstance before utilization of this string again so we comprehend what is happening and can help better 

We trust this influences the emergency to string a more strong and supportive place for everybody as we probably am aware that it is so awful to be in a place where you need to utilize it. 

Much obliged
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#2
m sorry if i was out of line in my other postings. But i felt like i wasnt alone. In real life i feel very alone. I know that my thinking is not good. And i dont sound real safe. I talked to my counselor at my day program. She said that she didnt know what to do wh ith me. I know that tomorrow i see my therapist and he will admit me. If i get through the night without calling him. But im scared as to where they will put my kids. But im sorry to bother you all. I need some major help with my major depression and my bpd.
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chris hon - you werent out of line we simply need to have a few guidelines down to attempt to help everybody who utilizes the string - you included. I am extremely sad you are battling and I know your home circumstance makes things convoluted yet I believe that the time has come to request help and let others assume control for the time being and get things arranged for you.

Venus I am so sorry to learn that. If it's not too much trouble be careful and be thoughtful to yourself amid this troublesome time.

Immense embraces to you both and to everybody

Be careful
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#4
I think it is a good idea but this is something i have always wondered as what constitutes as a crisis i have never been clear on it so just wondered what other peoples opinions of a crisis is.
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#5
I don't generally think I am in an emergency yet I would not like to post on alternate strings in light of the fact that my post is most likely extremely negative...

I don't know precisely to what extent it had been since I last cut, most likely near 50 days however...

Two things have happened...

I'm truly being pushed in treatment to give my monitor down, face my feelings and let myself a chance to feel frustrated about what I experienced as a kid. My whole last session I needed to keep running from the room so severely, and I'm startled of what the following one will bring.

At that point, on Wednesday there was a colossal explode at my home, my Dad felt like my Mom was blaming him for something he didn't do... So he got sustained up and wouldn't converse with anybody and undermined that he would take off.

Normally, having surrender issues and an inclination to point the finger at myself when something turns out badly, I lost it... be that as it may, I didn't cut. I held off and simply had a breakdown rather and let every one of the feelings hit me. I was extremely pleased with myself for that, I think over the most recent couple of months I have made some amazing progress.

Turns out my sister was mindful, and she let it out observing the turmoil it was causing between my folks. Ordinarily I would have totally painted her dark, felt extraordinary disdain for her in light of the fact that despite the fact that she is 22 she is as yet pulling stunts this way. Just I considered it sanely, she didn't need to state anything, it took a great deal of fearlessness for her to admit to it and she even offered to right it.

Once more, pleased with myself.

Just today, I gave in following quite a while of battling the urges day by day... You'd surmise that an immense trigger would have sent me straight off the edge, yet I pushed through it. So for what reason did I discard everything today?

Perhaps I didn't manage Wednesday and additionally I thought, on the grounds that my folks are out right now and I've just called them 3 times since where it counts I'm perplexed they wouldn't return home.
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#6
When you can't interact with the world very well. Can't deal with all the changes around. Don't understand people's emotions. Don't understand what people are meaning. No memory. No interest. No future. No friends. No family. No job. No home. Feel unsafe because people tell you you're inadequate and useless all the time. Always watching over your shoulder. People playing mind games. Don't understand what's going on around. Know that the world is against you and trying to kill everyone off anyway. There's no point to this world. People ignore what's going on.
No, I've been kind of okey for a while, until now. Thank you for noticing Big Grin

I always forget how bad staying with my family for more than a weekend makes me feel. I always forget, and then I make plans for holidays and I look forward to it. I trick myself into believing that it will be nice and relaxing, but that is never the case. It was here I got all screwed up in the first place, so I don't know why that keeps taking me by surprice.

I just get unbelievably stressed and crazy when I'm here, and I get into that state where I just have to do bad things to myself, and I have to force myself to remain seated and act normally while my head is screaming loudly on the inside..
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#7
I'm feeling extremely activated once more. I'm so tired of this. I need to cut yet I know I shouldn't on the grounds that the ones from prior still hurt truly seriously...

I'm tired of feeling like I have nobody. I'm tired of being forlorn. I'm tired of being discouraged and learning about it is highly unlikely. I need my companions back, and I need my life back, however I'm perplexed it's past the point of no return, so I would prefer not to be here any longer.

There's a melody I like, and one of the lines of the theme is "why not simply blur away?" I presumably shouldn't hear it out, in light of the fact that I feel like that is the thing that I ought to do. Blur away.
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